tuesday
the apartment is still messy and i am totally unhappy. when it comes to bathrooms i am super-sensitive. so i am happy to leave the apartment. i want to move into a new apartment and already spent hours on craigslist. i am a little depressed about my first days. the apartment is totally not what i expected, i am still tired from moving and somehow i am afraid of not havin too many friends in nyc anymore. most of them moved back to their home countries. but let’s see how everything will turn out. the harmonika-guy in the subway tunnel …